Dumped by domme after reducing the sends as planned

I am sub doing masters I told my domme my budget would be low and they accepted but I told them I will do extra stuff whenever possible … I sent all my summer job savings and after that they asked when I might be able to send again I said I’m doing thesis and big sends will come after I find a job and I even helped them find another sub and now they just ghosted me .. everything was good like blackmail how extreme they were etc it’s just shocking that passionate dommes can leave if they find a high paying sub.. I think shouldn’t do a lower budget arrangements but I’m hopelessly addicted and want this forever . I feel like honestly communicating never helps me either