Finding the perfect Domme…

I’m done with half-hearted experiences. Has anyone here actually found genuine, absolute domination?

I’ve poured a lot into this before. There were times I was pushed to my limits, drained intensely and experienced thousands gone in just days.

But once the excitement faded, it always turned out the same: they cared only about the cash, not about truly owning my mind. No sustained control. No real dynamic. Just quick, emotionless hits.

I’m not looking to be treated like an ATM anymore. I want real power exchange. I want to surrender completely, be reshaped, trained, and controlled, not just exploited for money.

No more casual drains. No more detached conversations. I want someone who genuinely thrives on total domination, financial, psychological, emotional.

Has anyone actually experienced that kind of complete ownership? Or is it just something we endlessly chase but never truly find?

I know it may seem like I’m trying to find a relationship, but I’m just lost…