As a findom addict the holidays always hit rough tbh

not sure if anyone else is on the same boat but i’m spending christmas alone this year, all my family are out of town basically.

i’ve been trying to quit findom, i spent a lot this year but i’m about 3 months clean, but i’ve just been feeling down and being alone for christmas def making the urges worse. especially since i’m someone who has gotten triggered easily in the past.

i don’t understand why findom is so hard to get out of your mind either. like even when i’m doing good it still pops up.

idk maybe this a dumb post but didn’t have anyone to vent to so here i am. Merry Christmas everyone 🎄