I feel like I’m an easy target

I think I’m an easy target for girls to take advantage of because I’m vulnerable I guess. I’m not attractive, I’m weak minded, pretty girls can easily take advantage of me. If I’m out drinking at a bar or whatever pretty much all the time I’ll get used for drinks and then girls will disappear. It’s small things like that which end up playing on my mind and making me think wow I really am just a loser and that I am just probably going to be alone forever honestly. So many stereotypes and mean things said to me in findom are just harsh truths it feels like.