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To me this is the ideal for a dynamic. The sub totally putting their life behind that of their superior. That’s sacrifice, that’s being owned. Your primary purpose becomes serving another, and your only goal for yourself is to be able to stay in a situation where that service is possible. You are prepared to sleep on the floor after you’ve sold all your furniture, live the barest of existences, so that your Domme can have anything she wants. You don’t need your own hobbies, or to go out and have a social life, all of these things are distractions. All you need to do is work, preferably as much as possible. Take extra shifts, get another job, all so you can give it all up for your Goddess.

I have paid 400 today tribute for domme I found . Then she blocked me . I try to speak to paypal to get the money back I just need to know if am doing my job as paying right .why I always get scammed ? Where do I need to look or to find virfyed dommes ,

All of you that are familiar with me and my stories will recognize this, if not, then welcome! I post stories past and present about the escapades my Ex (used to be gf) puts me through, and the things I go through just to get the privilege of simping for her. She deserves it. Perfect boobs, curves in all the right places and an ass that anyone would pay to grab.

Nowadays, we’re closer in our findom and in our places, respectively. People dm me all the time and beg to see her, and I betabreak them and make them send to her (or better yet, me so I get free sessions from it) and they get to see a selfie of hers. I’ve even had a few subs dm me and seek to pay me to get ger contact info lmao. She loves it, and is steadily building quite the army of simps off my back (and Reddit and X posts lmao). Please enjoy;)

This story is true (as always), but it isn’t recent. This particular happening occured all the way back before we were actually dating, and just talking. We were just talking, and kind of fooling around sometimes. She was so hot, and we’d been talking for a few months, but we hadn’t had sex yet. Not because of her-because of me-I was ridiculously nervous to actually have sex with her, for real. I knew she probably wouldn’t like it. She didn’t know that yet, so she continued to initiate make-out sessions with me that always ended up in me losing control of myself….

This time, we were going to meet eith some friends, and we were going to connect with them and go skateboarding and etc downtown, but me and my now goddess decided to meet before hand and hangout. As per usual, we chose to make-out, and before you know it, she had me on top of her, dry humping and thrusting, I was so horny and no one’s clothes were even off…..She laughed as I continued to make-out with her, but then we were interrupted by my phone ringing. “fuck” i gasped, reaching. Why was i being interrupted now? I answered the phone, sweaty from dry humping. I guess my friend could tell I was panting, no matter how hard I tried to shush the heavy breathing and laughter from my ex….”What are you doing? Having sex?” heard the others in the background laughing their asses off….I blushed, even though we were in a car in the dark, and I was so thankful for that. Atleast she couldn’t hear or see me embarrassed right now-that would be horrible (this was long before She knew i was a simp as bad as i am….)

She laughed again as I hung up. “Ugh-they’re waiting for us” I was desperate, and so close…..and then I realized something-her laughter had me even closer to the edge.I was rock hard with no current stimulation but her laughter-it was egging me on. I could feel it pulsating.

I felt her move back into my space-we were actually never far away due to us being in a car doing all this-“wait”-i panted as she grabbed on again up-down-up-down “i cant cum in my pants, i dont have extra” She had to know what she was doing right??? we’d never had sex before, all I’d ever done was cum in my pants for her-she couldn’t expect that now, right???? up-down-up-down Fuck I remember feeling so fuzzy trying to think”don’t cum” i didn’t even finish the thought before I creamed my pants from not even having sex, as I was blowing my load into ger hand (from inside my clothing) all I could think of was how i was going to hide that from my friends……..

so it’s interesting because guys tell me you all the time that they’re so jealous of me because I have an in real life fandom experience with a girl that I used to date and that dynamic is really very strong and interesting but at the same time they don’t quite understand how revealing it is. And the reason that I say that is because people don’t understand that there is nothing to hide from a girl that I already dated there is no way to hide anything from a girl that I already dated so with that being said, I don’t really have a choice when she wants something done because she dated me before I was herself there’s really no excuse her way to hide. if she wants something done then it happens. It’s a level of commitment that most men aren’t quite ready for but yet I find them yearning for it over and over again, especially the DM me asking for it and I have nothing to do with it.

how are you serve has everything to do with it meaning if you serve like crap and then you ghost or you serve badly and then you ghost then it will do no good. If you have a biological need to be owned in your sub, then you should be doing everything you can to be owned and be a sub you shouldn’t be worried about all this than the third is she gonna do what I want because it doesn’t matter what you want.

Anyway, I’ll get off my soapbox and tell my story for today but yeah we just kicked off 2026 and she allowed me to finish 2025 by finishing in her sports bra and it was one of the hottest experiences that I’ve ever had in my entire life honestly and it is just to a point now where I have known her for so long that she doesn’t even really show me nudity anymore. I’m just basically a bitch for whatever she shows me and that may be like a bra strap. It may be like a panty line. It made me like whatever, but it almost never will be nudity again and I think that she kind of relishes in that because I’m not like a normal sub like I’m hooked because I’ve been with her and I dated her so I know exactly what I’m missing out on personally and it makes it that much more bittersweet and if you ask me that bittersweet feeling of knowing what you’re missing auto into that level and that degree is what makes it that much more addictive.

So there’s really no way that I get through any of this with a wife or a girlfriend or anything like that because right now my ex completely controls my life I mean, she basically controls when I’m not when I don’t what I said how much money I keep and it keeps me completely addicted and it’s just just enough to string me along and it’s just it’s almost embarrassing. How easily manipulated I am for her, but she’s just so good at it. It’s sad for me because she is so good at controlling people. She’s been doing it all her life she’s had eyes at her feet. She’s always been attractive so it’s one of those things that you just can’t get over at least for me anyways she has perfect boobs perfect butt addictive smile.

I’ll try to post some more stories. I was posting stories that of things that happened between us for a while there and I kind of fell off track because I was sending her money and then I got into doing some overtime to make more money for her, but I will start trying to post more frequent and better stories soon.

It’s been a couple weeks since I relapsed and I genuinely feel good about this new year. I know it’s easy to lose motivation after the new year excitement wears off but I really want to have discipline. I can’t let this fetish ruin the stable life that I have now, I have a partner that I love and am going to marry soon, and I’m tired of having to start over simply because of weakness. I don’t want to cheat on her and I don’t want to send money to random sorority girls and dommes just to fill some void inside me that never seems to be filled. I hope everyone else here that is struggling can stay strong in 2026.