Spend money to shit dommes and now crave to spend more to better ones…

I spend almost 100 to shit dommes, the kinda one that just talk to you once for money or don’t even respond, I know some dommes don’t care of subs and just ask money but give nothing in return and I’m ok with that, just now with years and all the money I spend I want some nice talks and all with a domme I pay, anyway now I feel a bit bad about it and crave to spend more to have better discussions/interactions ect… with others dommes sadly I reached my monthly limits and I can’t fuck up my bank account :/ so I feel weird and have bad thought like deactivate my limits to spend more … but I can’t even if I would love some nice talks or gaming with nice dommes (love nerd/ muscular/ queer). But yeah idk what to do … I guess I’ll wait next month :/